10:33 AM ]]Words that would mend the things that were broken.
Newly founded bonds between old friends, easily broken when one gets to caught up.It's like stage play, there'll always be a closing night.I just didnt expect it to be so soon.This is random, but I really detest moments when plans have been made, but gets held up till the very last hour just because someone couldnt confirm. Which in my case, made me cancel plans I had and reschedule, and the cycle repeats. Its really tiring, seriously. And, really, dont shelve my plans with you because you wanted to head out with some others.
Fuck, seriously, I am not asking you out anymore. Cheers to your new life, and new friends, yay. I'm ready to have bestfriend back.
At ease, I feel fine.
I'll move on, I'll go on.
I always say goodbye, watching the clouds roll by.
Glass beads shimmer in my till, the whole world is moving yet I'm standing still.
If I kept quiet for a minute, if I disappeared for awhile,
would you take notice, would you care?
Oh no, you're too busy, I remembered.
Bright streetlights fill your days, drawing memories in cynical haze.
I'd be your forgotten, thrown on dusty sideways.
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Hello, I'm Amanda, and I would like to ask whoever is reading a question; have you felt so used, you just want to pack your bags and leave for somewhere new, far and high? What do you do, when your baggage gets to heavy? Have you missed someone so badly, you want to pick up the phone and punch in those once familar numbers but never had the courage to do so? Have your loves found their precious, but you're still here, standing and waiting, perhaps for someone worthy, or for nothing at all?
I'm tired, if you'll be kind enough to ask me how I am.
>Talk to me.