You know when people say, "you slack how long already", "dont wanna find job meh", "school leh", its not like I havent thought about it. I do, everyday in fact. And it's killing me, and having people who dont know me judge, well, what can I say? Fuck you. It's not about being emo, really. Sometimes in life, you'll walk to the point that you feel you cant go on anymore. It's tiring and all the baggage is wearing me out.

I'm gonna do the finer things in life, I dont wanna club and drink to prove that hey, I dont get high on lychee martinis, you ego driven males. Okay, decided. (;

Some days, I think about you and how happy you are now, and I start to wonder, why the hell am I waiting for you, still?

I want a man, not a boy. And she's the only girl I meet almost everyday, thanks for dim sum dollies. Y