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閉上眼睛
還能看見
你離去的痕跡
在月光下一直找尋
那想念的身影

I'll never let you go,
if you promised not to fade away.
Baby, please don't treat me bad,
my heart can't take such misery.

Superheroine: Amanda.

1:39 AM ]]Words that would mend the things that were broken.

My house is unusually quiet at 0155. Everyone's asleep but me. And I feel so alone suddenly. It doesnt make any sense to me either.

"When you cant solve a problem, you run. When you cant run, you hide."
And when you cant hide? You break down and cry like there's no tomorrow. And you'll realise how cold this world can be. Then you start turning around, searching and you cant find anyone.
Why? Because people get caught up with their own emotions, their own work, their own private lives so often. And in this vast sea of people, you'll realise how insignificant you are.

Dont make your insecurities my problem and dont make me your topic of discussion.
I hate periods. They make my moods haywire. I'm tired but I dont wanna sleep. I'm hungry but I dont wanna eat. Everyone needs a little encouragement and that includes me. Read between the lines, you'll understand more. No straight to the point shit here, you go figure. Like how people are always making me guess. One thing, dont bother saying something when you never had the intention to let me know. Fair? Okay, chilled.

Run, run, run. And I'll stop when I've found my oasis. Feed the good side, not the bad. I'm trying to be a better person. Please believe me when I say I'm trying. I've been/I'm a bad person. It's okay, you can choose not to talk to me.

Teach me how to not blame myself when something goes wrong, teach me how to smile through each creases in life, teach me how to stop putting "I" infront of "you" and "them", teach me how to rediscover.

Such a long post, I hate those lame ass mocking.

"If I could right the wrongs that made you cry,
I make a promise not to say good-night.
Cause I'm holding on,
With a love so strong
And I can't take a day without you by my side.
If I could change your mind,
Baby you could help me wipe these tears from my eyes."

01: Say Hi to Leo. Nah, doubt you can see his face.

02: Say Hi to Ethan.

03: Say Hi to Aaron.

04: Say Hi to Sylvia.

I appreciate it when you noticed I'm moody. I appreciate it when you notice something different about me. I appreciate it when you try to cheer me up. I appreciate it when you ask how I'm feeling. I appreciate it when you randomly decide to msn me. I appreciate it when someone unexpected drops me a sms. Appreciation, so much more than words can say. Maybe I havent done anything appreciative.

Dont worry about it, this is just a passing episode, I hope. And now's 0228.

>Talk to me.