I'll never let you go,
if you promised not to fade away.
Baby, please don't treat me bad,
my heart can't take such misery.
Superheroine: Amanda.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
3:50 PM ]]Words that would mend the things that were broken.
This song makes me sad. I guess what I've thought through doesnt matter anymore. I'd keep everything, like how I did before. 想说,其实那天已经决定把心交给你。也许我已经跑不上,错过了。I dont know if all these are important anymore, there are alot of things I know and "I dont know" is just the easy way out and I know time waits for no man. There are alot of things I've been hiding, alot of emotions I foolishly thought I've eliminated, alot of feelings I refused to face, because I would be crying, like now and have no one around me. You can take it like you've never known me, or seek the answers you wanted to know, or simply just turn a deaf ear to what I've said. All these months, there wasnt 'someone else' and you're not just 'another person'. You tell me, if this is pointless. I'm a complex person, being selfish and demanding, masking everything with a facade so beautiful. I dont know who am I being strong for, I guess I'll stop here. I'm putting everything down now, you could ask me to leave, or stay. You could give me a ring, drop me an sms, send me an email, write me a letter, anything that makes you comfortable.
I had a long day at work on Saturday, my thoughts ran like a mad bull. I'm all geared and ready, but today, I dont know what to do. It's your call, if you had asked, I believe I would say yes. You tell me, is this pointless? Was I just an hour or so too late?