10:44 AM ]]Words that would mend the things that were broken.
I've been thinking alot for the past few nights, during work, after work, before class, before bed time. I've actually been staring at my phone for the longest time. I think it's unfair, but somehow, I just feel so alone. And everything about "I'll be there when you need me". Sometimes, if you look hard enough, you'll find a friend at the most unexpected places.
What if I told you, I want to own you, how? I'm starting to feel I keep meeting the wrong guy, I'm starting to feel I should stop and perhaps look elsewhere. Or maybe just close the door. It's those days when you've to put up fake smiles when your heart's in a turmoil and your mind isnt there. Tell me, how? I've got 9 hours of customer service later, how? I made a huge mistake yesterday, and got alot of people involved, I feel horrible, I want you to comfort me, how? I'm selfish, you confuse me, I dont know where to go, I feel lost because you're gone, again. So, sue me. I should have never allowed myself to fall in love, I was about to get ready to tell the world "Tell love to come get me, now". I'll be blogging somewhere else and it starts from here.
I JUST FEEL DAMN FUCKING LOUSY.
>Talk to me.